I AM FINALLY LETTING GO OF THE GUY I LIKE AFTER 10 MONTHS
He is not the guy I liked 10 months ago...
He has changed.
I think I am becoming free and for the first time in about 2 years not liking anyone... :)
growing, changing, becoming who I am meant to be.
I AM SUZANNA HOLLY MARLOW AND I AM A CHILD OF GOD WHO LOVES TO DANCE, don't like that tuff!!
Signing out
Suzie xxx
Tuesday, 26 May 2009
Monday, 25 May 2009
Who Am I?
I am Suzie Marlow. I'm a Christian. I love to dance. I am Single. I am 16 years old.
Simple?
No.
Who Am I? Who really are we? Can we be defined; can we be put in a category of the 'same' type of people.
If you look close you might see people like you, but are they truely like you?
You see...
someone trying to find their place
someone trying to find their self.
But can you answer the question: Who am I? Can someone know you completly; who understands you from the inside out?
well there is one 'person' God the creator.
Just think about it for a moment. Maybe, just maybe the greatest adevnture is to find who you are.
My favourite quote "Find out who you are, and do it on purpose." Be who you wanna be, and dont let anyone mold you into something you truely are not.
Love yourself. Love being who you want to be. Love living your life; and don't try and live someone elses.
Suzie x
Simple?
No.
Who Am I? Who really are we? Can we be defined; can we be put in a category of the 'same' type of people.
If you look close you might see people like you, but are they truely like you?
You see...
someone trying to find their place
someone trying to find their self.
But can you answer the question: Who am I? Can someone know you completly; who understands you from the inside out?
well there is one 'person' God the creator.
Just think about it for a moment. Maybe, just maybe the greatest adevnture is to find who you are.
My favourite quote "Find out who you are, and do it on purpose." Be who you wanna be, and dont let anyone mold you into something you truely are not.
Love yourself. Love being who you want to be. Love living your life; and don't try and live someone elses.
Suzie x
Friday, 22 May 2009
love after love
Quotes from shakespeare:
...Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or Bends with the remover to remove.
O, no! It is an ever-fixed mark,
That looks on tempests and is never shaken.
It is the star to every wandering bark,
whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
...Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or Bends with the remover to remove.
O, no! It is an ever-fixed mark,
That looks on tempests and is never shaken.
It is the star to every wandering bark,
whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
-- William Shakespeare
They do not love that do not show their love.
They do not love that do not show their love.
-- William Shakespeare
A woman would run through fire and water for such a kind heart.
A woman would run through fire and water for such a kind heart.
-- William Shakespeare
It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves.
Love is a spirit of all compact of fire.
Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind;
And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.
My bounty is as deep as the sea,
My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite.
My heart is ever at your service.
So they lov'd as love in twain
Had the essence but in one;
Two distinct, divisions none...
One half of me is yours, the other half yours-
Mine own, I would say; but if mine, then yours,
And so all yours!
Love comforteth like sunshine after rain.
It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves.
-- William Shakespeare
Love is a spirit of all compact of fire.
-- William Shakespeare
Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind;
And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.
-- William Shakespeare
My bounty is as deep as the sea,
My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite.
-- William Shakespeare
My heart is ever at your service.
-- William Shakespeare
So they lov'd as love in twain
Had the essence but in one;
Two distinct, divisions none...
-- William Shakespeare
One half of me is yours, the other half yours-
Mine own, I would say; but if mine, then yours,
And so all yours!
-- William Shakespeare
Love comforteth like sunshine after rain.
-- William Shakespeare
When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew.
When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew.
-- William Shakespeare
I'll say she looks as clear as morning roses newly washed with dew.
Journey's end in lovers meeting.
If music be the food of love, play on
I'll say she looks as clear as morning roses newly washed with dew.
-- William Shakespeare
Journey's end in lovers meeting.
-- William Shakespeare
If music be the food of love, play on
-- William Shakespeare
No sooner met but they looked;
No sooner looked but they loved;
No sooner loved but they sighed;
No sooner signed but they asked one another the reason;
No sooner knew the reason but they sought the remedy;
And in these degrees have they made a pair of stairs to marriage...
Doubt thou the stars are fire,
Doubt the sun doth move,
Doubt truth to be a liar
but never doubt thy love.
No sooner met but they looked;
No sooner looked but they loved;
No sooner loved but they sighed;
No sooner signed but they asked one another the reason;
No sooner knew the reason but they sought the remedy;
And in these degrees have they made a pair of stairs to marriage...
-- William Shakespeare, As Your Like It
Doubt thou the stars are fire,
Doubt the sun doth move,
Doubt truth to be a liar
but never doubt thy love.
-- William Shakespeare, Hamlet, Act II, Scene II
Thursday, 7 May 2009
WOW
I can't actually believe it
I got into the Btec dance, but didn't think much of it as I thought there were 50 places and only 60 people applide.
BUT
They only took 25 people out of 60 and I'M ONE OF THEM!
AHHHHHHHHHH
Thankyou Jesus Christ for being my saviour and Lord! :) I AM SKY HIGH
I got into the Btec dance, but didn't think much of it as I thought there were 50 places and only 60 people applide.
BUT
They only took 25 people out of 60 and I'M ONE OF THEM!
AHHHHHHHHHH
Thankyou Jesus Christ for being my saviour and Lord! :) I AM SKY HIGH
Saturday, 2 May 2009
Ouch...
How do I feel about the guy who I like making it offical that he is going out with someone else?
angry
confused
hurt
kinda near to tears (At points)
sad
Lost...
and then I'm kinda fine about it :S
I really hate it; and know how much I need to get over him. It is just so hard, he is so amazing, so kind, so caring. Hes sarcastic like my family - so can be comfortable with him. He will do anything for anyone. He is such a giving person. He is so attractive and his kindness shines right through that to. I love his smell, his gorgeous eyes, and his hair. I am practically captivated by him. =| Which isn't a good thing.
I am so confused how I feel. =(
ARGH. :'( I don't want to feel like this anymore. Everyone is fed up of me even meantioning his name....everyone's just fed up of me. I remembered why I keep everything in. I feel like I should become completetly invisible :( And I don't want to feel like that. I don't want to be people's burdens anymore.
Sorry about another complaining blog. x
angry
confused
hurt
kinda near to tears (At points)
sad
Lost...
and then I'm kinda fine about it :S
I really hate it; and know how much I need to get over him. It is just so hard, he is so amazing, so kind, so caring. Hes sarcastic like my family - so can be comfortable with him. He will do anything for anyone. He is such a giving person. He is so attractive and his kindness shines right through that to. I love his smell, his gorgeous eyes, and his hair. I am practically captivated by him. =| Which isn't a good thing.
I am so confused how I feel. =(
ARGH. :'( I don't want to feel like this anymore. Everyone is fed up of me even meantioning his name....everyone's just fed up of me. I remembered why I keep everything in. I feel like I should become completetly invisible :( And I don't want to feel like that. I don't want to be people's burdens anymore.
Sorry about another complaining blog. x
Sunday, 19 April 2009
Do you know what it feel like to be invisible? Or to be forgotten?
Well heres the girl who should be named the invisible & forgotten girl.
My name is Suzie Marlow and most of the time; you won't see me. I am invisible to the world most of them. I can stand in a crowd and no one will acknowledge me. no-one really gives any stuff about me.
Actually the worst part is. The worst is at church. I might as well not go to be honest; no one really gives any stuff about me there. Most of the time I am doing TKC kidz or PA; and there is where I belong.
Today I liturally at one point stood there all alone and no one cared. I feel like I have practically no friends there- all of them have left, or one of them hardly seems to come and more, and the other is a hard working impactor who is always rushing around.
I stood with a group and I got one person saying 'Hi' and that was it.
If I left today and didn't come back; no one would propally notice, let alone care.
But for the next two Sunday's I've got Kidz work which is fun, and then two weeks of PA. So that'll keep me going for the next month.
People litually will forget me. I have been forgotten about three times for a lift somewhere, twise by the same person and another person. I think there have been more times. And this holiday people have forgotten that we were even meeting up. I am just so forgetable.
I am fed up of being so invisible and being so forgotten all the time. I don't know why I bother going to The Kings Church mid Sussex. I'd rather find a church where I am valued and actually have more than a few friends (like 2 as everyone else has left.)
signing out
the invisible girl x
Well heres the girl who should be named the invisible & forgotten girl.
My name is Suzie Marlow and most of the time; you won't see me. I am invisible to the world most of them. I can stand in a crowd and no one will acknowledge me. no-one really gives any stuff about me.
Actually the worst part is. The worst is at church. I might as well not go to be honest; no one really gives any stuff about me there. Most of the time I am doing TKC kidz or PA; and there is where I belong.
Today I liturally at one point stood there all alone and no one cared. I feel like I have practically no friends there- all of them have left, or one of them hardly seems to come and more, and the other is a hard working impactor who is always rushing around.
I stood with a group and I got one person saying 'Hi' and that was it.
If I left today and didn't come back; no one would propally notice, let alone care.
But for the next two Sunday's I've got Kidz work which is fun, and then two weeks of PA. So that'll keep me going for the next month.
People litually will forget me. I have been forgotten about three times for a lift somewhere, twise by the same person and another person. I think there have been more times. And this holiday people have forgotten that we were even meeting up. I am just so forgetable.
I am fed up of being so invisible and being so forgotten all the time. I don't know why I bother going to The Kings Church mid Sussex. I'd rather find a church where I am valued and actually have more than a few friends (like 2 as everyone else has left.)
signing out
the invisible girl x
Saturday, 18 April 2009
A beautiful song
You're staring in the mirror and your looking back at me
Somehow you've replaced yourself and don't like what you see
You've been a slave far too long to what other people think
So you bend and you break and you lose along the way
What once was beautiful I want to
Stand out
I wanna stand tall
I wanna be myself even if it means
I won't fit in at all
I wanna be real
I wanna be me
Cause everything I am is who I'm meant to be
I was meant to be free
Why are we so quick to hide originality
We try and try to fit inside a false reality
We're all the same when it comes to putting on the face
and its such a shame
Oh its such a waste
Cause what makes us beautiful
Is what makes us
CHORUS
We are we are beautiful
We are we are beautiful
By Jessie Daniels
We are beautiful.
Somehow you've replaced yourself and don't like what you see
You've been a slave far too long to what other people think
So you bend and you break and you lose along the way
What once was beautiful I want to
Stand out
I wanna stand tall
I wanna be myself even if it means
I won't fit in at all
I wanna be real
I wanna be me
Cause everything I am is who I'm meant to be
I was meant to be free
Why are we so quick to hide originality
We try and try to fit inside a false reality
We're all the same when it comes to putting on the face
and its such a shame
Oh its such a waste
Cause what makes us beautiful
Is what makes us
CHORUS
We are we are beautiful
We are we are beautiful
By Jessie Daniels
We are beautiful.
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