Him

I AM FINALLY LETTING GO OF THE GUY I LIKE AFTER 10 MONTHS

He is not the guy I liked 10 months ago...
He has changed.

I think I am becoming free and for the first time in about 2 years not liking anyone... :)

growing, changing, becoming who I am meant to be.

I AM SUZANNA HOLLY MARLOW AND I AM A CHILD OF GOD WHO LOVES TO DANCE, don't like that tuff!!

Signing out
Suzie xxx

Who Am I?

I am Suzie Marlow. I'm a Christian. I love to dance. I am Single. I am 16 years old.

Simple?
No.
Who Am I? Who really are we? Can we be defined; can we be put in a category of the 'same' type of people.
If you look close you might see people like you, but are they truely like you?

You see...
someone trying to find their place
someone trying to find their self.

But can you answer the question: Who am I? Can someone know you completly; who understands you from the inside out?

well there is one 'person' God the creator.

Just think about it for a moment. Maybe, just maybe the greatest adevnture is to find who you are.
My favourite quote "Find out who you are, and do it on purpose." Be who you wanna be, and dont let anyone mold you into something you truely are not.
Love yourself. Love being who you want to be. Love living your life; and don't try and live someone elses.

Suzie x

love after love

Quotes from shakespeare:

...Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or Bends with the remover to remove.
O, no! It is an ever-fixed mark,
That looks on tempests and is never shaken.
It is the star to every wandering bark,
whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.

-- William Shakespeare

They do not love that do not show their love.

-- William Shakespeare

A woman would run through fire and water for such a kind heart.

-- William Shakespeare

It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves.

-- William Shakespeare

Love is a spirit of all compact of fire.

-- William Shakespeare

Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind;
And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.

-- William Shakespeare

My bounty is as deep as the sea,
My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite.

-- William Shakespeare

My heart is ever at your service.

-- William Shakespeare

So they lov'd as love in twain
Had the essence but in one;
Two distinct, divisions none...

-- William Shakespeare

One half of me is yours, the other half yours-
Mine own, I would say; but if mine, then yours,
And so all yours!

-- William Shakespeare

Love comforteth like sunshine after rain.

-- William Shakespeare

When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew.

-- William Shakespeare

I'll say she looks as clear as morning roses newly washed with dew.

-- William Shakespeare

Journey's end in lovers meeting.

-- William Shakespeare

If music be the food of love, play on

-- William Shakespeare

No sooner met but they looked;
No sooner looked but they loved;
No sooner loved but they sighed;
No sooner signed but they asked one another the reason;
No sooner knew the reason but they sought the remedy;
And in these degrees have they made a pair of stairs to marriage...

-- William Shakespeare, As Your Like It

Doubt thou the stars are fire,
Doubt the sun doth move,
Doubt truth to be a liar
but never doubt thy love.

-- William Shakespeare, Hamlet, Act II, Scene II

WOW

I can't actually believe it

I got into the Btec dance, but didn't think much of it as I thought there were 50 places and only 60 people applide.
BUT
They only took 25 people out of 60 and I'M ONE OF THEM!

AHHHHHHHHHH

Thankyou Jesus Christ for being my saviour and Lord! :) I AM SKY HIGH

Ouch...

How do I feel about the guy who I like making it offical that he is going out with someone else?

angry
confused
hurt
kinda near to tears (At points)
sad
Lost...
and then I'm kinda fine about it :S

I really hate it; and know how much I need to get over him. It is just so hard, he is so amazing, so kind, so caring. Hes sarcastic like my family - so can be comfortable with him. He will do anything for anyone. He is such a giving person. He is so attractive and his kindness shines right through that to. I love his smell, his gorgeous eyes, and his hair. I am practically captivated by him. =| Which isn't a good thing.

I am so confused how I feel. =(

ARGH. :'( I don't want to feel like this anymore. Everyone is fed up of me even meantioning his name....everyone's just fed up of me. I remembered why I keep everything in. I feel like I should become completetly invisible :( And I don't want to feel like that. I don't want to be people's burdens anymore.

Sorry about another complaining blog. x