Friday 13 November 2009

Gary-Lee McKinney

Suzanna Holly Marlow is in love...with the most amazing man she has ever met.
His name you might wonderful? Gary-Lee McKinney; and man with great passion for Jesus.
He is the most incredible man I have ever met; and I am so blessed to be his Girlfriend.
Jesus has blessed me with such a great man; and I actually can not keep it to myself!
HES JUST SO INCREDIBLLY AMAZINGLY BREATHTAKINGLY WONDERFUL! Suzieanna Loves him a lot :-) I thank Jesus everyday :-)
There is no one else I will ever love :) My heart belongs to him; He has taken my heart, though I gladly gave it to him.

I just wanted you to know how amazing Gary-Lee McKinney
Sighning out Suzanna

Wednesday 11 November 2009

11.11.09

Remember me when I walk through the mud and see all grey,
Remeber me when I see him lying there next to me,
Remember me when the bullet hits a target,
Remember me when I leave my family to go to war,
Remember me when my training is finished and afganistan I must go,
Remember me if I don't come back...

Remember my children when they don't understand,
Remember my wife when she's about to break,
Remember my parents when they have to bury their child,
Remeber my brother when He goes to war,
Remember my sister when she hears the news I've gone,

Remember, Remember the 11th of Novemeber, When war was meant to be the past; when they said never a world war again, where there would be peace...
Remember, remember the 11th of November; the poppy's remember the lost, I see no reason for your heart to be reasoned, that war should never be forgot...

Wear a poppy and remember the people fighting...Now

Friday 6 November 2009

Thinking...

well this is a first time in a while, I haven't really known what to write, but I'd thought I'd tell you why I started this blog and where it's ended up!

The first ever post I put was about past 'relationship' and the person I liked at the tme...the paragraphs about the past relationship were fine; but the last paragraph was pathetic; I was immature and just wanted him to like me back; I told God that he was the right person for me...When obviously he wasn't because the man I am with now is so gracious, so kind, so amazing, so gorgeous...And fit my character perfectly. And I am so in love with me more than I ever realised I could which excites me to know an een deeper love to for him; and to hear Jesus deepened my heart for Him.
And the second post was about him to; My first two post were so I could express outwardly how I felt about a guy...or how they had hurt me! i couldn't keep it in; and as I'm not the best person in the world to tell people how I feel writing it down seemed the easiest thing :P

The next months blogs went from yay God, to I hate men, to I hate my imagine, to I am invisible... I know I was listening to God properly and was listening to my emotions...I have always struggled with feeling invisible in crows; and not appreciated. It has been an uphill struggled; it hasn't helped my self confidence though I know my confidence should always be in Jesus :-)

My posts the next months started to change; they weren't always about how I felt and all about ME! They were about love, and Jesus...which of course is a much better topic :-) I still have had rantful posts about leavig school etc; but I wanted to give my post a bit more meaning and I wanted them to glorify jesus :-) bit of a dramatic change huh!

Though I have done a post about a guy; But I think I'm allowed to because hes my Man GaryLee... I had to express when I liked him and wat happenedd and all my feelings from beginning to end :-) I can't hide it on how much I am falling IN LOVE even more each day; and the only reason I love him so much is Because Jesus loves us! :-)

And finally the last post was in september and was about memories I thought it was a nice blog and enjoyed writing it; it had meaning which is want I want from post now :-)

I'm gonna try and write more freguently though I doubt many people read this(except Charlotte)

Signing out
Suzie