Showing posts with label Jesus. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Jesus. Show all posts

Sunday, 10 January 2010

Forever loved

I had an interesting time on the train to Horsham today :-) A wonderful time in fact :-)
I started my new book 'the reason for God' and was reading it on the way to three bridges; read it at three bridges while waiting for my train. I changed my music to Steven Curtis chapman.... I sat down on my train to Horsham across and when the people across from me got off at crawley my song changed to 'Yours' and I felt a flood of love! :-) I put my hand in the 'recieving' position and just told myself all the reason's why I love being a Christian.

I never know how to describe it but its like having butterflies in your gut area! Its the feeling I get when the holy spirit comes upon me. I felt so loved by God :-)

The next song was 'Something Crazy' I just wanted to get up from my seat and dance on the train. It was an amazing feeling ever!

I just want to search God till the end of my days. :-)

And that's my train journey to see my wonderful boyfriend :-) whom I love with so much passion; because God gives me so much passionate love! I love God! I love Gary-Lee! :-) Yay! Love is SO amazing! :-)

Signing out
Suzieanna Marlow :-) xxxxxxxxxx

Saturday, 8 August 2009

My identity is in Jesus Christ, he is my Lord and saviour; and I absolutly captivated at newday by his everlasting and steadfast love.

I have learnt so much about my identity this week; and who I am and who I am not! Jesus Christ Made me to be his daughter and I am fearfully & wonderfully made by him. So therefore I am beautiful because he made me in HIS image.

This newday he has revealed some of his plans for me...I'm going to Sydney, Africa & America at one point...but lets seeing wat he has in hold for my future husband...I never told you about 4 weeks I completely got over the guy I liked...I've started to get over him ever since he went out with his girlfriend but this is it- to the point I don't know why I liked himl; he seriously isn't the right guy for me, and we have pratically nothing in common!! BUT I like someone new; and we both seem to be going the same path....traveling and children (as in working with them.) and in livy Gibbs seminar I felt I was going to be a mother at some point!! Which is really exciting news!

See a lot happened at this newday!!...

My friend Jenny Burdett had two vision for me; which have changed me and helped, it involved my backbone, fear of man & God, Vine's and being sent to both here and abroad, now and then. Sam Mason has a prophecy for me about college next year, and Rachael campbell as a prophecy about me going to America!! AHHHH how exciting!! I was liturally drenched in his holy spirit to the point I was acting drunk and I couldn't speak!! AND IT WAS AMAZING, I was so 'chilled out' and at peace :) Which is such a wonderful place to be in.

I forgave a lot of people who have hurt me in my life, and from that evening I told a massive step forward. Rosie Jenkins prayed for me that Our enemy won't attact me as he has a tendancy to do so when I've just been filled with the Holy Spirit...and I told a leap of faith and told Jenny everything that was going on in my life, and bad stuff I've done; and she has also prayed for me :) ; where I made a decision to not listen to lies of our enemy because The giver of life is far greater!!

like Steph Liston said one of the evenings...Unfold yourself before God; which I actually love that phrase and think we should all 'unfold ourselves before God' and tell him everything that is going on! Because he loves to listen to us.

I also meet a guy; and he is wonderful, lovely, amazing, verry attractive, Godly, and hes been called by God to go traveling and to work with children!! Seriously I really like him :). I've only known him since the 13th July! But I do really miss him now, I liturally missed him on the last day I practically walked pasted him and didn't see him (though he was putting down the big top.) but yeah Corrr!! hahaha

There is so much more I have learnt this newday, stuff that I could not be put into words. But I do not think I am the person I was before newday....In a great way!!

many blessings
Signing out Suzie xxx

Wednesday, 1 July 2009

JESUS LOVES ME!

I've felt like I've deepend my love with Jesus tonight!!

I AM LOVED BY JESUS CHRIS. HE FINDS ME SO BEAUTIFUL AND I SHOULD CARE WHAT ANYONE ELSE THINKS
AND EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW HIM. BECAUSE HE IS SO AWESOME AND AMAZING!!

He whispers in my ears. You are so beautiful when u worship me; I love you Suzanna Holly Marlow just the way you are!! Never try and be anyone else but you because that is the way I have created you. I delight in who you are and who you are meant to be. "your art matters Suzie"

Do not worry about yesterday; Do no worry about tomorrow. Look forward to the future and learn from the past. No regrets I have forgiven and forgotten all you sins, so should you.

I send you my fragrance. We are his light in this darkened world. So 'Let your light shine. And bright!!'

I'm going on holiday next week to go to mobilise. I get to 1. spend a week with Charlotte Nelson my sister who I have missed. 2. I get to spend it with Jesus who I just utterly love so much!!

His yoke is easy and burden light!! :)

Signing off
Spirit filled Suzanna Holly Marlow xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Monday, 29 June 2009

What is Love?

He tells us our yoke is easy, and our burdens are light...
He forgives us for turning away from him, for lieing, for cheating, for wanting bad things...

He delights in us!! Oh how he loves us!! how he loves us ALL!! We can have so much joy in him who understands love more than we can imagine.

love is not just a feeling; or an action. Its not from world. It is something more. Something more attractive than lust, or hate or crying, or hurt, or even happiness. Jesus is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, generosity, faithfullness, gentleness & self-control.

He put down his life for us? WHY? Why would anyone do that for people who talk bad things of him; who hates him; who want to disprove him? WHY? You wouldn't do it.... I know that for a fact.

The King of Kings wants to know each of you so intensly and you just walk down the street going along your life not giving one care.

“ At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day; others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes...all you need is one. ”
— Peyton Sawyer


Six billion souls and Jesus knows each and everyone of them personally. He knows you. Imagine someone seeing everything you do...everything you think. What did you look up on the computer today??? What did you think about when you were cheating on your sprouse? Well Lucky for you the all forgiving saviour of the world can see everything u do and think!

I wake up every day rememebing I don't deserve this... I don't deserve being adopted by a King; not just a King...but the KING of kings. I am a princess to him...I AM BEAUTIFUL no matter what anyone else says. The rest of our lifes are being shaped right now...you might not know but what you said yesterday probably effected someone in someway; or how you acted effected how someone might have felts about themselves.


When I find love in a man; I know its because I've found utter love through the creator. When I am so comfortable in who I am in Jesus Christ; his daughter.

It is my time to shine...

He cries out to each of us; and tells us who he loves us. Hes the one that makes our burdens light and our yokes easy. OH HOW HE LOVES!!!

You ask me what love is? Love when found should be unconditional, everlasting, forever growing. And when found like a precious gem should never be let go of. Love when not abused is between two people and Jesus and so beautiful and captivating; where they shine boldly to the world. True love is not jealous or envious. It is not rude or self-seaking like God is not easily angered, he keeps no record of wrongs (when u are forgiven he forgets.) He does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth....Love never fails.

When I feel alone, or sad, or feeling like love will never come my way. I look on my i-pod and go to the album named 'The notebook' (written by my favourite author of all time :) - read Dear John it blew my socks of, because there was so much love in it.) I find the song named 'Our Love can do miracles.'
I am reminded that love is a miracle every day; and that love is out their for each and everyone of us. That no matter what happens Jesus Christ drenches me with love. One day 'my prince will come.' and forever can begin with him....

I am trying to prove God's exsistance; but to say this blog is to show that Love is always there. You just have to find it ;-). But also enjoy being single...and when u find that 'prince charming' both ur "awesomeness" will shine through eachother. :-)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U2fVH2_mixA&feature=related
This scene reminds me of the hope that there is someone for all us. We are all different but join together with someone else like a two set puzzle piece :-)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JoC1ec-lYps
How he loves us Kim Walker :) reminds me that I am loved by a creator; much bigger than a boys love don't you think :-)