I am in love :-)
And from the moment I laid eyes on the most amazing man in the whole world... I knew that I would love him forever :-).
Mr Gary-Lee McKinney is the best man in the whole wide world and I will never be afraid to shout it from the roof-tops!
The reason why I love him so much is because I understand some of God's love for me. God shouts to the world how precious I am, He sings over me! I am fearfully and wonderfully made!
I want to show the world God loves, and I want to show the world how much I love Gary-Lee! I can not physically contain how much I love them! I think I would just explode!
It would feel so unnatural to tell not the whole world how much I love God
It would feel so unnatural to tell not the whole world how much I love Gary-Lee :-)
I will not conform to such an worldly view on love. I will not be fearful of man and hide my love. I WILL GLADLY SHOUT FROM THE ROOFTOPS!
I love God!
I love Gary-Lee!
I am not afraid to tell the whole world! It would not be right if I did not tell the world :-)
Signing out
Suzie xxxx
Friday, 21 May 2010
Wednesday, 20 January 2010
Sunday, 10 January 2010
Forever loved
I had an interesting time on the train to Horsham today :-) A wonderful time in fact :-)
I started my new book 'the reason for God' and was reading it on the way to three bridges; read it at three bridges while waiting for my train. I changed my music to Steven Curtis chapman.... I sat down on my train to Horsham across and when the people across from me got off at crawley my song changed to 'Yours' and I felt a flood of love! :-) I put my hand in the 'recieving' position and just told myself all the reason's why I love being a Christian.
I never know how to describe it but its like having butterflies in your gut area! Its the feeling I get when the holy spirit comes upon me. I felt so loved by God :-)
The next song was 'Something Crazy' I just wanted to get up from my seat and dance on the train. It was an amazing feeling ever!
I just want to search God till the end of my days. :-)
And that's my train journey to see my wonderful boyfriend :-) whom I love with so much passion; because God gives me so much passionate love! I love God! I love Gary-Lee! :-) Yay! Love is SO amazing! :-)
Signing out
Suzieanna Marlow :-) xxxxxxxxxx
I started my new book 'the reason for God' and was reading it on the way to three bridges; read it at three bridges while waiting for my train. I changed my music to Steven Curtis chapman.... I sat down on my train to Horsham across and when the people across from me got off at crawley my song changed to 'Yours' and I felt a flood of love! :-) I put my hand in the 'recieving' position and just told myself all the reason's why I love being a Christian.
I never know how to describe it but its like having butterflies in your gut area! Its the feeling I get when the holy spirit comes upon me. I felt so loved by God :-)
The next song was 'Something Crazy' I just wanted to get up from my seat and dance on the train. It was an amazing feeling ever!
I just want to search God till the end of my days. :-)
And that's my train journey to see my wonderful boyfriend :-) whom I love with so much passion; because God gives me so much passionate love! I love God! I love Gary-Lee! :-) Yay! Love is SO amazing! :-)
Signing out
Suzieanna Marlow :-) xxxxxxxxxx
Friday, 25 December 2009
Shoppping
Whats it like to shop all day and liturally 'drop?'
Is it where you shop all day and by the end your feet hurt so much you just need a hot choccie!
OR
Is it where you have shop all day until your money runs out...
So what is the point in shopping? Is it to get a 'thrill' out of looking 'beautiful' or feeling like you've somehow accomplished something?
In UK, US and other countries where spending is everything having more in better not less; but have you ever wondered where all those clothes go after you've worn them twise? Or where they actually came from? Third world countries where they have two pieces of clothing max.
This world needs to change; clothes are not everything; you can look beautiful in the most simplest outfit. If you think getting a man wearing the latest Parada, well your wrong men and women should love people for who they are not what they are. Your man or women should love even when u haven't shaven, or wearing make-up! Though I'm not saying you should look like a slob for your man or women but it shouldn't matter either way what you look like it is liturally the inside that count; if your inside glows it will glow all the way to the outside of you; therefore you should be comfortable with who you are...And knowing your true identity is probably the most attractive thing you can show.
My identity is in Jesus Christ and I personaly will let my light glow for him always :-)
Signing out
Suzieanna xxxx
Is it where you shop all day and by the end your feet hurt so much you just need a hot choccie!
OR
Is it where you have shop all day until your money runs out...
So what is the point in shopping? Is it to get a 'thrill' out of looking 'beautiful' or feeling like you've somehow accomplished something?
In UK, US and other countries where spending is everything having more in better not less; but have you ever wondered where all those clothes go after you've worn them twise? Or where they actually came from? Third world countries where they have two pieces of clothing max.
This world needs to change; clothes are not everything; you can look beautiful in the most simplest outfit. If you think getting a man wearing the latest Parada, well your wrong men and women should love people for who they are not what they are. Your man or women should love even when u haven't shaven, or wearing make-up! Though I'm not saying you should look like a slob for your man or women but it shouldn't matter either way what you look like it is liturally the inside that count; if your inside glows it will glow all the way to the outside of you; therefore you should be comfortable with who you are...And knowing your true identity is probably the most attractive thing you can show.
My identity is in Jesus Christ and I personaly will let my light glow for him always :-)
Signing out
Suzieanna xxxx
Friday, 13 November 2009
Gary-Lee McKinney
Suzanna Holly Marlow is in love...with the most amazing man she has ever met.
His name you might wonderful? Gary-Lee McKinney; and man with great passion for Jesus.
He is the most incredible man I have ever met; and I am so blessed to be his Girlfriend.
Jesus has blessed me with such a great man; and I actually can not keep it to myself!
HES JUST SO INCREDIBLLY AMAZINGLY BREATHTAKINGLY WONDERFUL! Suzieanna Loves him a lot :-) I thank Jesus everyday :-)
There is no one else I will ever love :) My heart belongs to him; He has taken my heart, though I gladly gave it to him.
I just wanted you to know how amazing Gary-Lee McKinney
Sighning out Suzanna
His name you might wonderful? Gary-Lee McKinney; and man with great passion for Jesus.
He is the most incredible man I have ever met; and I am so blessed to be his Girlfriend.
Jesus has blessed me with such a great man; and I actually can not keep it to myself!
HES JUST SO INCREDIBLLY AMAZINGLY BREATHTAKINGLY WONDERFUL! Suzieanna Loves him a lot :-) I thank Jesus everyday :-)
There is no one else I will ever love :) My heart belongs to him; He has taken my heart, though I gladly gave it to him.
I just wanted you to know how amazing Gary-Lee McKinney
Sighning out Suzanna
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
11.11.09
Remember me when I walk through the mud and see all grey,
Remeber me when I see him lying there next to me,
Remember me when the bullet hits a target,
Remember me when I leave my family to go to war,
Remember me when my training is finished and afganistan I must go,
Remember me if I don't come back...
Remember my children when they don't understand,
Remember my wife when she's about to break,
Remember my parents when they have to bury their child,
Remeber my brother when He goes to war,
Remember my sister when she hears the news I've gone,
Remember, Remember the 11th of Novemeber, When war was meant to be the past; when they said never a world war again, where there would be peace...
Remember, remember the 11th of November; the poppy's remember the lost, I see no reason for your heart to be reasoned, that war should never be forgot...
Wear a poppy and remember the people fighting...Now
Remeber me when I see him lying there next to me,
Remember me when the bullet hits a target,
Remember me when I leave my family to go to war,
Remember me when my training is finished and afganistan I must go,
Remember me if I don't come back...
Remember my children when they don't understand,
Remember my wife when she's about to break,
Remember my parents when they have to bury their child,
Remeber my brother when He goes to war,
Remember my sister when she hears the news I've gone,
Remember, Remember the 11th of Novemeber, When war was meant to be the past; when they said never a world war again, where there would be peace...
Remember, remember the 11th of November; the poppy's remember the lost, I see no reason for your heart to be reasoned, that war should never be forgot...
Wear a poppy and remember the people fighting...Now
Friday, 6 November 2009
Thinking...
well this is a first time in a while, I haven't really known what to write, but I'd thought I'd tell you why I started this blog and where it's ended up!
The first ever post I put was about past 'relationship' and the person I liked at the tme...the paragraphs about the past relationship were fine; but the last paragraph was pathetic; I was immature and just wanted him to like me back; I told God that he was the right person for me...When obviously he wasn't because the man I am with now is so gracious, so kind, so amazing, so gorgeous...And fit my character perfectly. And I am so in love with me more than I ever realised I could which excites me to know an een deeper love to for him; and to hear Jesus deepened my heart for Him.
And the second post was about him to; My first two post were so I could express outwardly how I felt about a guy...or how they had hurt me! i couldn't keep it in; and as I'm not the best person in the world to tell people how I feel writing it down seemed the easiest thing :P
The next months blogs went from yay God, to I hate men, to I hate my imagine, to I am invisible... I know I was listening to God properly and was listening to my emotions...I have always struggled with feeling invisible in crows; and not appreciated. It has been an uphill struggled; it hasn't helped my self confidence though I know my confidence should always be in Jesus :-)
My posts the next months started to change; they weren't always about how I felt and all about ME! They were about love, and Jesus...which of course is a much better topic :-) I still have had rantful posts about leavig school etc; but I wanted to give my post a bit more meaning and I wanted them to glorify jesus :-) bit of a dramatic change huh!
Though I have done a post about a guy; But I think I'm allowed to because hes my Man GaryLee... I had to express when I liked him and wat happenedd and all my feelings from beginning to end :-) I can't hide it on how much I am falling IN LOVE even more each day; and the only reason I love him so much is Because Jesus loves us! :-)
And finally the last post was in september and was about memories I thought it was a nice blog and enjoyed writing it; it had meaning which is want I want from post now :-)
I'm gonna try and write more freguently though I doubt many people read this(except Charlotte)
Signing out
Suzie
The first ever post I put was about past 'relationship' and the person I liked at the tme...the paragraphs about the past relationship were fine; but the last paragraph was pathetic; I was immature and just wanted him to like me back; I told God that he was the right person for me...When obviously he wasn't because the man I am with now is so gracious, so kind, so amazing, so gorgeous...And fit my character perfectly. And I am so in love with me more than I ever realised I could which excites me to know an een deeper love to for him; and to hear Jesus deepened my heart for Him.
And the second post was about him to; My first two post were so I could express outwardly how I felt about a guy...or how they had hurt me! i couldn't keep it in; and as I'm not the best person in the world to tell people how I feel writing it down seemed the easiest thing :P
The next months blogs went from yay God, to I hate men, to I hate my imagine, to I am invisible... I know I was listening to God properly and was listening to my emotions...I have always struggled with feeling invisible in crows; and not appreciated. It has been an uphill struggled; it hasn't helped my self confidence though I know my confidence should always be in Jesus :-)
My posts the next months started to change; they weren't always about how I felt and all about ME! They were about love, and Jesus...which of course is a much better topic :-) I still have had rantful posts about leavig school etc; but I wanted to give my post a bit more meaning and I wanted them to glorify jesus :-) bit of a dramatic change huh!
Though I have done a post about a guy; But I think I'm allowed to because hes my Man GaryLee... I had to express when I liked him and wat happenedd and all my feelings from beginning to end :-) I can't hide it on how much I am falling IN LOVE even more each day; and the only reason I love him so much is Because Jesus loves us! :-)
And finally the last post was in september and was about memories I thought it was a nice blog and enjoyed writing it; it had meaning which is want I want from post now :-)
I'm gonna try and write more freguently though I doubt many people read this(except Charlotte)
Signing out
Suzie
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)